Silent Tears

Everything stopped for a second, my head started spinning and ended up understanding nothing. How can you understand something so unfair, so sad and unexpected?

It was a storm outside today, a gray storm with rain that poured down so much it looked like a faked Hollywood rain. I keep on wishing that this day was just made up..fake...a dream we all could wake up from.. Instead I find myself wandering in and out of a foggy mind and reality hits as hard every time. 

I'm sad for what has happened. I'm sad for my friend. I'm sad for everyone close. I curse at the way things happens, I turn into a kid that doesn't want to understand, that doesn't need to see the world for what it is..unfair. But I'm not a kid anymore, I already know about this world and even if it sucks I have to see that is has strange ways to turn every day...but I can't understand, I wont accept it as a fair deal.

Rest In Peace and we'll keep you where the light is...you'll be in many hearts as you went from time to eternity.

Keep on waiting on the world to change